Well, i said move on yesterday, but something seemed to be holding me back. Next week have tons of exam, next week have the second orientation meeting, next week have NYAA handing up, next week have a lot of things...
I may be in next year SLC after all... My sour graping had been for nothing, my jealousy is pointless. But what will this mean? No spl rank, No exco in council, just slc? Would it mean that my future endeveours in Scout is totally ruined? Does that mean that my life in council could not be carried out far?
Tell you the truth, i really wish to be the SPL of the scout troop, not for power, but for the troop, it may sound corny but its true. I have always hope to really lead the troop into the correct way, instead of having a very sadist person pumping the troop, nor would i like a too compassionate person to let the troop rot. I shall not mention names, but the one being compassionate seems a bit fake, after all, he gets angry very easily. The one that is sadist had betrayed me recently so no comments.
Council EXCO, does this really matters? I beg to differ, this is a bonus in a sense, its really a bonus. If I could get in, it is great! If i do not get in, so be it.
What if, I am in SLC OT, is the SPL and in EXCO, life would be chaotic for me, but what if again that I can really cope with it? Seniors, have trust in me, have trust in Victor Gan.