Out of breath
Man, I must believe I am undefeatable. Failure, I have tasted enough of it, thanks. I still remember a doctor I went to told me that true successor is a person who is able to climb up again and again after failures, not one with a smooth journey. This was drilled straight right into my head (perhaps, it is because I am sick at that point of time, vulnerable... ). Thats why, all the failures in year 3 (including a term of 3.5 msg) did not manage to knock me out. I am not sure if I am recovering, but one thing for sure, I am climbing back up. It is not that I did not feel sad over my retarded MSG last year, many may said that I am apathatic to even my own results! But no, I chose to recover faster than others, I chose to spend the time thinking of ways to study instead of crying over spilt milk. I had always believed that once a test is handed in, there is pretty much no point in finding out the answers directly, before the teacher mark your script, you are just finding oppurtunity to crush your own morale. Stupid. Dumb.