Reason for not posting
WAIT! before you guys address me as someone who cares more about blogging than his mom, I shall explain in a slightly more detailed account. My mom was hospitalised last sunday, the night that I blogged about the ten post. She was in a really bad shape, and she couldn't really breath. So around 2 am, we called for ambulance and she was brought to NUH. I didnt go because there's school tomorrow.
For the next 5 days, she was warded in the ICU, and remained in critical situation. She was surviving on the respirator through a tube into her lungs. It was really heartwrenching to see her in that state. But it cant be help. I was pestering the doctors to give me an upadte of her situation everytime I visit her. Every afternoon I would rush down to NUH and visit her. I flunked my math test, scoring a 64 percent when others are scoring above 80s. This was the moment I understood, grades aren't everything. I was controlling my tears through out the test, its a no wonder that I flunked it.
However, as the days goes by, I learnt to control my emotion. I know that without my mom's help, my life would be turned upside down. Indeed it was, everyday, without my mom's morning call, I was often rushing to be in time. Without her sandwich, i was often starving in school. Without her perfect ironing, my uniform was often not pressed neatly (because I am noob).
It is this time i realised the importance of kinship and friendship. My mom is getting better now, my friends and teacher had visited her. I really appreciate the concern of my friends and teachers, especially yingmin and olivia. They are really great friends! ;)
No matter how tough the rest of the journey is going to be, I will make it through. Because, i am victor gan